elena532
04-05-09, 11:18 AM
hello, i just joined this site.
ever since i can remember my mum hit me.
i personlly dont agree with hitting a child. (well im 13, so i cant really say so)
but my problem is she does it whenn i have not done any thing wrong, or bad etc...
:mad:
so i am left :confused: about this.
slapping, shouting, body laungue is used.
it only happens 9 times a year. once she threw a hanger at me.
one time she lifted a table mat thing and the sharp end hit me in the stomach, winding me. pain is really not a problem saying i have growing up with it, just tyhe fact she is hurting me.
emoncinlly she abuses me. once i was (4 weeks ago) going to start a band since we were doing that in music class school, i said was going to be singing and playing the key board. she put me down saying what, you sing? i have to see that! so now no band.
she does not let me. or more of introducted me to shaving my legs. it seems quite ordinary. but n school we wear shirtds. so to avode being laughed at i wear tights. i dont wear t shirts because of under arm hair.
my clothes and hais she puts down.
i dont want to seem bad, but i AM beautiful. so is my hair.
;)
she has given me pads for my v.charge. but whn i have my period. (which i have not got so far.) i dont want to go to her, because i know she will not give me pain stuff.
-some times i want to curl up in a ball and die. 3 times i have though about suicide. BUT! i have shoved it oout of my mind.
runing away appels to me more.
i cant stand her slaping/punching, pulling my hair, and bad comments.
thanks, elena
:(
ever since i can remember my mum hit me.
i personlly dont agree with hitting a child. (well im 13, so i cant really say so)
but my problem is she does it whenn i have not done any thing wrong, or bad etc...
:mad:
so i am left :confused: about this.
slapping, shouting, body laungue is used.
it only happens 9 times a year. once she threw a hanger at me.
one time she lifted a table mat thing and the sharp end hit me in the stomach, winding me. pain is really not a problem saying i have growing up with it, just tyhe fact she is hurting me.
emoncinlly she abuses me. once i was (4 weeks ago) going to start a band since we were doing that in music class school, i said was going to be singing and playing the key board. she put me down saying what, you sing? i have to see that! so now no band.
she does not let me. or more of introducted me to shaving my legs. it seems quite ordinary. but n school we wear shirtds. so to avode being laughed at i wear tights. i dont wear t shirts because of under arm hair.
my clothes and hais she puts down.
i dont want to seem bad, but i AM beautiful. so is my hair.
;)
she has given me pads for my v.charge. but whn i have my period. (which i have not got so far.) i dont want to go to her, because i know she will not give me pain stuff.
-some times i want to curl up in a ball and die. 3 times i have though about suicide. BUT! i have shoved it oout of my mind.
runing away appels to me more.
i cant stand her slaping/punching, pulling my hair, and bad comments.
thanks, elena
:(